I know I'm going to regret this in a big way tomorrow, but I have battled and won against the new printer. It now works.

Had it worked the first time around, instead of the fourth, I probably wouldn't be looking at such a shitty Sunday, but still...

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Finally managed to get some sleep last night - thank god! - but this morning, feel exhausted and hung over from all the meds. Mood is still low, have no motivation and am swimming in apathy. Feel quite shakey too, possibly part of the 'hangover'.

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Pill BEFORE food

Very little effect from this evening's 20mg Oxycontin, despite being up-to-date on Paracetemol. Yesterday, it worked fine. The difference is when I ate - before the pill today, after yesterday. So, it definitely needs to be pill THEN food, to get maximum effect.

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Feel like shit

Finally managed to get up about an hour ago. Now in lot of pain, feel crappy and tearful, want to hide under the covers.

Feel restless, want to do something - anything - but there's nothing I can do, because anything I try to do just makes the pain worse and means tomorrow will be even shittier than today. Like that feels fucking possible right now.

Addendum: Well, doing stuff doesn't help - found some things I could do, and now I just feel angry and upset because I feel I've done them all wrong.

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Chat with Personnel went OK, except I got upset, which triggered even worse pain. Had already had to take a pill, which seemed to have worked, but now the pain's come screaming back again, so I've had to take another, which so far had done absolutely nothing. Great.

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Back to square one

Had a crappy night and feel like shit this morning. Got maybe two hours of very broken sleep, am tired, crabby and very low. Feel spaced out from slow release pill I took at six.

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Woken up by bad electric shock pains. Also hungry - taken pill & if doesn't work, will try eating in a bit.

3.15am - managed to doze off for a little while but pain still bad, so tried a snack. Feel sick now though.

4am - still bad. Feel tearful and miserable. The fact that the snack didn't help doesn't necessarily mean the theory is wrong -i couldn't take any more paracetemol because I'm already maxed out. And sometimes it does just need another pill. So having to take one.

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