Tuesday, 15 February 2011

Cruel trick

Moved the fluoxetine to the evening today because couldn't bear another morning of my head feeling like it was full of whipped cream.

It worked - brain was working much better today and pain levels were also more bearable this morning. But then it all went to shit again. I left the office at one, and between my desk and the car I realised a kickoff was imminent. Made it home, but then things got really bad and the morphine did absolutely nothing. And to cap it all, shortly before I took the fluoxetine at the new time, my mood went through the floor.

So now I feel like crap from every angle and the cheerful, productive morning I had seems like nothing more than a cruel trick. Should never have believed it in the first place.

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