Trouble at work

I went into the office today, but the minute I got there, all I could think about was bursting into tears. The very thought of being there was just way too much.

I ended up leaving after 20 minutes and going to a friend's house, where she kept me distracted until the tearfulness passed.

I came home and went to bed - was doing ok, but now the tears are back. Out of nowhere, I suddenly feel completely hopeless all over again.

Through all of this, work has been the thing that's sustained me; if I'm not even going to be able to do that till the drugs are sorted, what the fuck am I going to do?

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