Oh god. Terrible neck pressure, coming from my shoulder. The only slight relief is lying on my side but with me face pressed into the mattress (no pillow) allowed, with my arm bent and stretched sideways so my it's half pulled out of it's socket.

On top of all that, the panic attacks are really bad tonight. And they're going to get worse since I've just had to take another three Oxynorm. So on top of this ridiculous twisted position, I have to play Solitaire on my phone because it's the only thing that distracts me enough and that I can reach.

I fucking hate my life.

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