The morphine isn't holding back the pain today. I've taken it on the same schedule as yesterday, but whereas then it muted the pain (though I was still debilitated, by neck pressure), today it's barely touching the pain.

So when the neck pressure is down, the pain is unbearable, and when the pain drops, I'm still fucked by the neck pressure.

Someone give me a reason to bother.

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