Sucked in

I let myself get hopeful. The book, the 'fuck the pain' thing; I let myself hope it could all get better.

I was imagining going back to work, thinking about shopping, hanging out with friends, playing with my neice. I was even fantasising about wearing heels and all the other clothes I can't physically get on and off.

And then it all gets taken away again. I should never have let myself get sucked in.

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