...and I'm terrified to go to sleep, because I can already feel the panic attacks hovering at the edges.

...

I keep telling myself that i'm safe, but it's difficult to believe when all I can see is that car careering towards me, out of control. It's worse seeing it now though, because I know what comes after. It's not just the fear of the car hitting me, it's the fear of the four years of endless pain that follows.

I'm so terrified, I just want to sob. But there's nothing I can do, nowhere to turn.

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