Letter from the shrink

I got a copy of a letter today from the shrink to the GP. In it, she said she thought I was at 'low risk' of suicide.

I know this is based on her training and experience, I know she's looking at more than the tears and the talking, and i know it's meant to be a good thing. But all I actually felt was offended. Offended that yet again, no-one is taking me seriously.

I may be at low risk, but I feel at high risk. Most of the time, I wish I was dead. A lot if the time, I think about ways to make that happen. All of the time, my soul hurts easily as much as my shoulder.

How's her 'low risk' going to look when I do finally decide enough is enough?

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