Pissed off. Fed up. Frustrated. Annoyed. Disappointed. Angry. Upset. Betrayed. Exhausted. Hopeless. . .

How I feel about the having had to sit here all day, doing nothing, bored shitless, watching brainless TV when I'm desperate to work and finally have shedloads to do, but I can't even sit at my desk, because of the pain.

I fight to be allowed to work, make a huge fuss about a normal workload, then go and overdo it by - God forbid! - thinking I can work to my mental capacity instead of my shitty physical incapacity.

WHAT IS THE FUCKING POINT?