Panic

The pain wasn't too bad today till late afternoon, and then it really ramped up. I've had to take a morphine pill every couple of hours and still they've barely touched it.

Now, I'm trying to sleep and the panic attacks are awful because of all the morphine in my system. I'm terrified of some amorphous something that's lurking in the shadows of my mind. I can't turn the light out and I've got to have a DVD playing to try and distract me. I'm so scared and it just won't stop. Please make it stop.

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