Morphine total

I've just totted up today's morphine (ie from midnight to now). Given that I was awake all night in agony, and given how bad it's been all day, I suppose it's not surprising that I've taken more morphine today than ever before - 100mg.

I feel really tearful about that - it's an enormous amount - except for the fact that I know it's the absolute minimum I could have taken to get through the last 21 hours. It would have required quite a bit more to actually be pain-free.

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