Thursday 23 June 2011

Once again, the pain is way too much for the last morphine dose of the day to cope with.

This time, though, the techniques in the book aren't helping. Have just had to take extra dose. Please please please let it work, because if not, it's going to have to be a handful of them, just to get some sleep.

1.30am. Fuck it. Can't bear this pain any more. Four morphine pills in 45 mins. Don't care any more.

3am. Four pills gave an hour's relief but no sleep. Now pain us cranking up again. I want to peel my skin off with a potato peeler, i'm so miserable. Please just let me die.

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