I may not be feeling panicked, but I am sitting here enduring pain because I'm too scared to take any more pain medication.

Is this the way it's going to be? Am I going to spend more and more time in pain because I'm too scared to take the pills, even though I've got them? If so, it's not really worth it is it.

So, extended period in a lot of pain or shorter period in less pain (or so out of it that I don't care) and then that's it.

It seems that's what it comes down to now.

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