Thursday 14 July 2011

I started the new pill regime this morning.

The pain kicked off at 8.30 - very early and suggesting a really bad pain day to come. I'd woken and taken the first pill at 5am, so it was breaking through very early.

As it happened, I was still feeling so shit and depressed about yesterday that I couldn't even bear to get out of bed. So I stayed there till 10, when I took the second slow release pill of the day, then I got up.

The bad pain has currently eased and I'm sitting up. I just want to cry though. I think the last few days have really set me back. I can't bear the thought of doing anything or seeing anyone. I just want to disappear.

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