Wednesday 27 July 2011

This is the point where I gave up on the approach laid out in the new book before.

With the emotional pain now easily as bad as the physical pain, there seemed little point in continuing; if I was going to be in pain either way, why not just stick with what I knew?

It's so unfair. Either I have to be in such hideous physical pain that I just want to die. Or I can work really hard, just to have it morph into emotional pain so bad that all I want is to die.

There's no guarantee the hard work will pay off, no certainty of any reprieve. Just pain, pain and more pain

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