Sunday 3 April 2011

So much fucking pain.

Took pills at 10, 11.30, and 12.30. It's not helping. I can't sleep, I just keep drifting away on the drugs then the pain jerks me back again. I tried eating to boost my blood sugar - no good.

Nothing's working, so I've now taken two more pills. I'm terrified it'll just make me more stoned, but I don't know what else to do and I need it to stop.

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4.30am. No change. Can't sleep. Only effect from the pills has been horrible tension through all my muscles. Only improvement is I'm now not fantasising about swallowing a whole box of pills.

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5.45am. Still awake. Still in pain. Double dose of slow release pill.

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