Saturday 30 April 2011

I feel very odd and I can't work out what it's all about, but it's preventing me going to bed because I don't know what will happen.

I feel scared, but not full-on panicked. I feel paranoid and got at, when I haven't even spoken to anyone. I feel borderline tearful, yet there's no actual crying. I want to go to bed, but I'm afraid I'll get in a state.

My thinking is very muddied, like my brain is operating from behind a heavy curtain. I keep just staring blankly at the page or screen, unable to process what I'm looking at. Then I'll have a burst of understanding, then it'll be back to the blank stares.

What IS going on?

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