That back pain has been morphine-related - ie my body thinking it needs more, but my shoulder has been OK, so there *was* no need for any more.
Having been forced out of bed by a delivery arriving a day earlier than I expected, my back feels a bit better. Possibly because, since food had just arrived, I was able to forced myself to eat something.
Doesn't make any difference to the wanting to die though.
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