I think I'm fucked.

I took four slow release pills at 2pm. This was designed to prevent any further top-ups this afternoon, and it worked yesterday.

Today though, within minutes of taking it, I was feeling terribly sick - bordering on actual throwing up - and the pain was still awful.

An hour later, the pain is still unbearable. I can't take any more morphine - I'll throw up. So I have no option but to just exist with the pain.

I don't know how long I can do that for.

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