Why has everyone disappeared just when I need them the most?

It feels like all the pain from all the years, all at once.

I don't remember it ever feeling like this before. It feels so real and raw and new and there's nobody anywhere to help me.I can't do it on my own. Why is there no-one to help me? I can't live through this. I'm going to die. It's going to kill me. Please, don't leave me in here all by myself.

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