Huge suicidal episode this morning. Fell asleep feeling that way about 2am, and woke up feeling even worse.

I can't bear living like this anymore. What's the point?

Can't bring myself to eat anything. Maybe if I just don't bother, I can starve to death.

I don't want to have to do it myself. It's too hard. Can't someone just do it to me?

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