It was all so scary and so exciting; it felt like my life was just beginning. And it was. I was finally about to realise my ambitions of study for a degree, living abroad, becoming fluent in another language. I was moving far away from my family and my past. I was starting again, all on my own.
R and the life I lived with him - the life that always felt like it was someone else's - was becoming just a memory. The girl who needed power suits and promotions to feel that she existed was being replaced by one who lived to study and learn.
It was an amazing time and I loved every minute of it. There was so much possibility, so much potential. If I close my eyes, I can feel it all again. I just wish I could go back there.
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